Soul Dreams: Dear God, help me

Hello creatures ;) hihi aku dpat onl lama mlm ney sbb adek dgn abg aku dah zzzzzzzzz' alololo tdo smpay esok pg tautau? suka nyaa xD hahah aku bru lpas study sej, cehh tak hbes-2 sej. tak tau la mcm mne result exam nnty. sns confirm-2 lah fail sbb aku byak tnggal tp sej aku tnggal 2 jeh. aku tkde idea *pdahal tak tau jwapan hihi i care about my family and my future. tp kekadang tu aku malas ayam! -,-

entah knp aku rse penat gila-2 hari ney rse mcm nak maki semua org *bukn period tau hahah i don’t know what to do. lepas sorng-2 kasi msalah kat aku :/ fenin kefale otak den -,- i’m so tired of laying here, watching minute after minute pass by, eventually turning into hours. i want to sleep, i’d love to sleep tp aku tak boleh. byak sngat bnde yg aku pkir. smpay gugur hbes den punye rmbut -,- yg laki sorang tu, aku tak boleh dgn kau tp kau tak faham, aku dah explain dr A to Z tp kau tak faham. if i can't love you as a lover, i will love you as ~~a friend~~. kay? cool. jgn kacau aku dah. sumpah aku tak tahan dah, i can’t fake it anymore! T.T